Pain Easing Up

I've experienced death many times before, my dad, my nan, my "uncle" Gordon, my mum's friends......
I'm numb with sadness. If somebody came and poked me in the stomach I probably wouldn't care. I miss Leonie so much....

So the pain got better when a letter arrived from Newsround with some signed photos of the team (Leah, Ore, Ricky and Hayley) WITH DEDICATION! That means they wouldn't be wanted by many others, though, because Robyn isn't a common name xD!

Still so much guilt inside. I hope Leonie's having fun in Heaven. Rest In Peace, honey. God ran out of Angels. Sleep tight xx

Mixed Emotions

Sadly, a girl called Leonie passed away at our school on Tuesday.
I came home that day shocked and shaken, but I found out I had got the 50th Anniversary Blue Peter Badge I was buying through the post.
I can't help feeling guilt for Leonie, she was so lovely and beautiful, kind to all. She was loved. She didn't deserve to die.....